Staring Back at Me

Staring back at me Tied up in a bundle of fear I ask the stars to guide me among the answers near and far inbetween and apart but all I saw was a mirror staring back at me with sunken eyes and a twisted leer When he grinned no emotion dead gaze infinitely sheer absent all humanity a robot an evil an entity Access programming assess impending output portending input insisting computation of simulcration function execution screams denote success chaos obsessed now order possessed Tied up in a bundle of fear the stars…Read more …

so broken

so broken can't keep it in my brains explode entrails and toads words with barbs and twisting loads so broken treated like a whim dancing on the head of a really sharpened pen tasting all the angry dreams dropped on the end of a woken scream so broken I'm so broken wishful thinking the same path in comprehend nothing but sin so sue me if I don't comply with the comfy confines of your orderely mind so broken you finally realize it ain't the worst thing you'll see words spoken so broken words…Read more …

now what am i to do

Walked the road to find my impending doom came and gone left me cold and tired unknowing of all conspired broken are my dreams my fears empty hearted barely started now what am I to do Time runs you down no matter how fast you run Time grinds you out no matter how far you've come Experience has no equality you're just a hairless monkey barely knows why it screams or cries when the sky weeps Walked the road to find my impending doom came and gone left me cold and tired unknowing…Read more …

I am Broken

I am broken life has spoken don't you wish the answer different but facts are solid opinions pallid life has spoken said I am broken i'm not joking nor contorting just all too aware of circumstances I am the darkness not the brightness I am the shadows unseen than rather reflecting nothing but pain and suffering my mind is fading internal shaming I am broken life has spoken don't you wish the answer different but facts are solid opinions pallid life has spoken said I am broken It doesn't matter what you think…Read more …

Wake up and Die

Rain down the morning light your eyes flutter thrice fight the urge to open wide doomed to know it's time to wake up wake up wake up and die live very day as if it were the last of your life wake up wake up wake up and die Did you make someone smile? Did you help your fellow man? Did you say I'm sorry and I'll do better always Did you tell them all how much you love they're in your life even in strife Perfection ain't a place Perfection ain't a…Read more …

Wrought Avown

The breeze blows on the leaves slowly they start falling the hues change from green as if the sky to ground flaming Change is coming a rainbow confessed to running away with the cloud yesterday The sun screamed in horror at the fog and clouds that pour higher still to the darkened sky no one can see the light Flames lick the ground the sound is profound as the heat expounds a reaction confounds what hell hath been wrought avown? The wind stops blowing the leaves don't exist the waves stop crashing only…Read more …

Run Wild So Vile

They want me to be so angry they want me not to realize they want me to let emotion run wild so vile Rationality is culpability daring to think or feel so clearly is such a terrible thing look at the shiny bauble upon the floor They want me to be so ignorant they want me not to comprehend they want me to let emotion run wild so vile and they say I am so naive Brown water, then bomb brown people down slaughter, then deny the burning hire only the best, fire…Read more …

Body Part

I need you to be like I need my eyes to see my lungs to breathe my heart to beat my brain to think you are a part of me I need you to be the only aroma that my lungs can breathe Just like I need you to be the only beauty that mine eyes can see cause my mind needs to think you are a part of me If not your beauty mine eyes do see why open my eyes from sleep if not unto you this song I sing why…Read more …

how broken have we become

How broken have we become that kindness has no voice in every day that shines how broken have we become that goodness is a maze with no escape how broken have we become when tears are burning words of weakness and dismay so broken we have become the seed of doubt has run its course through the earth and grown to the sky a beanstalk of lies so broken have we become we accept the lies and guns the dead children who cried and their parents who wished it was instead them who…Read more …

I Miss the Smile on your Face

I miss the smile on your face look for it every day rise from sleep to the sun's gaze but now to proceed without your grace I hope you've found a better place where they understand your name play the games you want to play your smile is bright and made Second on the clock ticks away I fear the barren grade cause I do is await the smile on your face I miss the smile on your face the way you saunter over this way the way you lay down in my…Read more …