Words

Words are just motions of the mind vibrations and undulations applied spilling forth in frothing bubbles words are just motions of the mind nothing neat and nothing sweet nothing spoken without meaning nothing dared and nothing torn left alone an imperfect thorn speak your mind or lay down to die do what makes you happy or at least try look her in the eye and say the words they'll be heard and what comes next is what's meant to be cause only now the right moment seeks to align with your heart and…Read more …

all the houses left behind

Burning down all the houses left behind fill them up with nothing inside stare upon the spaces they make the toll of sadness begins so bleak control of your days and shadows cast from your gaze all who dare meet your frightened stare and respond without a basis to share left behind to fight on left behind to find out why left behind to keep going left behind to find out why Demonic phrases bubble forth the tide held back by the walls built inside pray the deluge doesn't burst control of nothingness…Read more …

up off the ground

Sometimes I walk in the woods wander off the path as the clouds descend and the fog portends of broken whims The chords of life play a deepening bass everything shakes and life seems to be a waste of time and space so effortlessly when I break down and forget my bounds I yap and growl and snap and prowl and say I'm broken down they tell me it's just human sometimes we all fall it's how you pull yourself up off the ground Sometimes I walk in the woods the deer feed…Read more …

Circular Illogic

my brain is pasted on a page, like mucilege and ocnstruction paper a mildly askew kindergarten project resulting from accidental ingestion of the nasty mushrooms left behind by the town wino who passed out and died on the park bench in a blaze of red and blue lights at 5am in the morning, robbing mom and dad of sleep bequeathing the angry flustered zombie walk of a day without enough sleep. Blessed are the donuts heaved over the shattered remains of Humpty's corpse trod into a fine dust in the desire to consume…Read more …

Emblazoned Emblem Upon His Chest

Bear your eyes upon something you don't see every day your wake and breathe a man with no legs is walking down the street lead by a man with no eyes to hear a man with no ears sing this song A man with no hands plays a mean guitar a man with no ears sings rights along Bare your soul upon don't say the word don't jinx the hurt glassy eyed and pacified without a mind still cleverly assigned He runs around and waves at the sky the clouds stop passing by…Read more …

Life

The earth still spins around the Sun it went despite the end that happened all that mattered came to a surprising conclusion and still the children continue to ride Life is without amusment Life is without a doubt Just another reason for mucking all about Why another day does the sun come out to play when the dark descended eternally to stay all that made me shine has gone away to leave this mishapen lump of coal writing about how sad things go Life is a runaway train Life is not stopping just…Read more …

Does it make any sense?

Burn it down rebuild from ashes does it make any sense? Build it up rip it to shreds does it make any sense? Logic is man made madness is descriptive without meaning Good and evil they aren't real things just ways to say How are you feeling? Words have power when used correctly incorrectly they injure Language isn't always spoken nor written nor signed but sometimes ingrained in time BUrn it down rebuild from ashes does it make any sense? Built it up rip to to shreds does it make any sense? Moments…Read more …

I Dare You

I dare you to say what you're really feeling blood soaked may the words flow from your naked soul demonic or angelic who can speak, please tell us I dare you to say what you really wanna say barking mad a haunted lad barely is he cognizant broken down and screeching of profound absence emptiness without purpose blank stares unto all you swear holy or golden nothing left to hold I dare you to say what you've meant to me can you pack enough love can you express enough hate can you stop…Read more …

Utter, Abject insanity plus other Deep Thoughts

I'd be remiss if I didn't add an entry to my blog about this time to remind myself of how absolutely batshit insane everything has been lately. Work has been off the charts in terms of demands on my time. I'm basically working at least 4 jobs right now at the Library. I'm working my job, the Digital Services Librarian, 2 Computer Pages worth of desk time, and for the last few weeks I've been the plumber. On the side, I've been continuing to talk with clients (including rolling out a new website…Read more …

Brutal Pickles – Take 2

Brutal Pickles Instructions for making one jar of Brutal Pickles. This mixture should fill at least 3 small 8oz Pickling Jars and/or at least 2 16 oz pint jars. To fill 3 jars, you will need at least 4 or 5 Medium sized Cucumbers sliced into 1/4″ thick slices or spears. Liquid Solution for Boiling: 2 cups of Pickling or White Vinegar 1 cup of Apple Cider Vinegar 3 cups of cold water 2 Tablespoons of Pickling Salt 2 Tablespoons of Penzey’s Pickling Spice (or any pickling spice mix) In Each Jar: 2…Read more …